better

 feeling better today about things.  discussed problems with boyfriend and i think we have come to an understanding and it has helped our relationship.  i binged yesterday, ate a whole pizza and got drunk then i threw it all up.  didnt weigh today out of fear of what it will say and also i have the worst hangover…  

on another note, i have a freaky scary stalker guy online.  dont even want to say anything about it on here really because who knows if he can read this or not.  i hate the internet for that reason, people are scary.