boring day

20 Oct

 so today is the day for an adventure.  i am very into photography and so we are going driving all over to find places for me to take pictures today.  i have been looking forward to it for a long time!  ok… i wrote that and now it is later in the day and we arent going for the adventure after all.  maybe we will go tomorrow.  something always comes up.  

i am so freaking tired anyway, i didnt sleep again at all last night.  i am really going crazy without any sleep.  ugh.  i need to exercise so badly today.  i have to start doing it every single day if i want to get to where i want to be in time. i have put on 2lbs and i am hoping it is just because it seems it maybe getting close to my period.  ughhhhhhh!  i want to scream. 

CW:  156lbs
3 diet cokes
1 fresca
3 glasses of water
pigs in blanket = 400 calories
grilled cheese = 170 calories
lipton cirtus green tea = 160 calories



5 Responses to “boring day”

  1. lil_ms_bee 10/21/2007 at 2:52 am #

    Pity you don’t live closer to me, I’d love to have gone for a driving adventure. Couple of summers back I always used to drive about an hour or more to a beach – but now since I’m fat again I won’t be doing that will at my next goal (on Nov 22nd I will be 8kgs less than I am now).
    To help me with my sleepless nights I have a glass (or 2) or red wine, I find that helps plus red wine is s’posed to be good for you.
    I’m on msn if you want to chat sometime

    • mykindanormal 10/25/2007 at 6:27 pm #

      that would be fun. i havent tried red wine too often, will have to add that to my list to try! i added you to msn, i dont get on there alot, but will talk to you whenever we are both on! 🙂

  2. lizabit95 10/22/2007 at 5:00 pm #

    wondering how it’s going with the 5htp … are you still taking it? noticing any results? i am up to 600 mg per day and feeling pretty ill most of the time … even vomited (which i can’t make myself do even if i try) this morning. wondering if i have a bug or it’s the pills … haven’t been hungry in days though which is happy! how are you? sorry you’re still not sleeping … have you tried taking melatonin? i took that years ago when i was having trouble sleeping and it seemed to help. <33

    • mykindanormal 10/25/2007 at 6:25 pm #

      Re: 5htp
      i havent been taking the 5htp in light of my recent breakdown and all, but am going to start on it again today. how is it going with you? how is everything? i have tried prescriptions, melatonin, valarian, tea, warm milk, and all of them at once and still get no sleep. the bedrest thing is helping though and i have finally gotten a little rest!

      • lizabit95 10/25/2007 at 7:07 pm #

        Re: 5htp
        glad you’re feeling a little better! i was worried about you!
        i rarely have trouble sleeping … i’m usually just the opposite, i want to sleep all the time. wish i knew of something that could help you. do the dr’s know why you can’t sleep? is it stress or chemical or …? the only other thing i could think to suggest would be yoga and meditation. but i imagine you’ve prob tried those too.
        i am up to 600 mg a day of the 5 htp. it definitely helps decrease my appetite. sometimes i don’t get hungry at all – but then i get really sick if i don’t eat – so i’m trying to eat at least a little at regular intervals whether i’m hungry or not. i was planning to go up to 900mg – but i think since i’m doing ok at 600 and it is so expensive, i will prob. just stay where i’m at for a while and see how it goes.
        glad you’re back! hope you can keep sleeping! xo <33

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