if you didnt notice

16 Nov

 i will tell you.  i havent been on so much the last two weeks.  so much crap has happened, i have lost some friends, i just am so down…i have been doing terrible and am so depressed.  i havent gained any, but havent lost any either.  i think i made a plan without enough calories and kicked myself into starvation mode, so i am eating more normal for a little bit and then starting on my newest plan next week which will give me more cals.  since i have hypothyroidism cutting my cals too low has the opposite effect on me, found that out a bit late.  oh well, now i will start over. 

i will switch wednesday and thursday because of thanksgiving and it will be hard as i will be visiting family… ugh.  but i will do it.  i will also go running after eating thanksgiving food (i have to eat twice, once with my fam and once with my bf fam)  and work out as much as i can while i am there.  

going to try to be on here normal like i used to.  even if i do have to post how bad i did.  one good thing, i ran on the treadmill twice this week!  finally, started exercising again!  🙂  hope everyone is doing better than me! 

Today’s Stats
CW 149
a few pieces of pizza
starbucks venti chai
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8 Responses to “if you didnt notice”

  1. kesf 11/16/2007 at 7:41 pm #

    Hiya yeah I noticed that you’ve not been on that much recently. I’m down as well but am trying to just keep on posting… anyway, well done for not gaining cos it can be really hard not to do that when feeling low 🙂
    Bad luck with hypothyroidism… what is it exactly?
    Heard a lot of people say that about thanksgiving – being in UK it’s not a problem for me, and neither will be Christmas because I’ll be alone.
    Anyway just wanted to say that it’s nice to see you’ve posted.
    Take care,
    Kes xxx

    • mykindanormal 11/17/2007 at 1:39 am #

      it means my thyroid is underactive, making me fat, tired, depressed, fat, moody, and fat among other symptoms. it sucks, and i cant afford medicine for it either. 😦

      • kesf 11/17/2007 at 1:42 am #

        awww poor you. Feel for you. I thought that’s what it meant. It must be horrid. Hopefully though you’ll be able to get the medication soon and it’ll get better?
        Take care,
        and get better soon,
        Kes xxx

      • mykindanormal 11/17/2007 at 1:47 am #

        thanks! you are so sweet. it does suck. i am going to research and see if i can try to help it some with diet since i cant afford the medicine. it explains alot why my tremendous calorie cutting never works though! so it is good to find out that at least!

      • kesf 11/17/2007 at 1:55 am #

        It is good you’ve found out cos now you can try to change diet so you will be able to loose weight – it must be frustratingly (that’s so not spelt right but hey you hopefully understand what I meant?) annoying to reduce calorie intake and still not loose weight even with hard work and effort. It must have made you feel quite desparing!
        xxx

      • mykindanormal 11/17/2007 at 1:58 am #

        yeah, don’t you know it! even more crazy than usual! 🙂 haha!

      • kesf 11/17/2007 at 2:01 am #

        awww 😛

  2. lil_ms_bee 11/18/2007 at 7:03 am #

    YAY for the treadmill work – good on you sweet.
    Have more stuff to chat about but will email you instead.
    Hugs, Q

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