i’m gonna do better

4 Feb

i’m gonna do better.  i’m gonna get better.  i’m gonna act better and be better and just everything will be better…

after thinking about things and talking about things with my boyfriend and some very encouraging words from my friend Q i have decided that i am going to start applying for some jobs where i will work out of the house.  i have to do something to get some money and nothing else is working and we need money.  i have to stop letting myself stay all mental and sick and i have to force myself to get out of the house and do better.  i cant stay home and in bed all day and just waste my life away, i have to force myself to get up and get out and do something.  so, tomorrow i will start applying for some jobs, sending resumes, making calls, etc.  it may not be the ideal job i get but it will be something to bring some money in for a while and to get me out of the house and that will be good.  

i ate some chips and a cup of noodles today.  grr.  i didnt exercise.  i will do better tomorrow though.

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