18 Feb

i need to join over eaters anonymous  or something after the last few days.  i dont know what has been wrong with me, but i have just been eating way too much.  i mean sure, it is more like eating normal, but for me it is over eating big time.  every time after i eat now i feel so sick, i just want to throw up or never eat again.  so, this is one good thing because when i was big time ana eating did that to me so hopefully i am getting back to where i need to be.  

the weekend was alright.  i am just trying to get things in order so that i can start my new job on wednesday hopefully!  i called my old best friend at 12am this morning because it is her birthday today and i always call her at 12am to wish her happy birthday.  even though she has shit on me the last few years i will not stop calling on her birthday, and i will not ever stop loving her.  she was happy i called and cried.  i wish we were still close like we used to be.  it makes me really sad and i am pretty down now.  i miss her.  every day i miss her. 

happy birthday friend!  i love you!


4 Responses to “oea”

  1. skinniobsession 02/19/2008 at 3:07 am #

    which one is you? your such a good friend. i do that too, to my friend call them right on the dot of midnight. maybe your food is really poorly digesting i suggest eating fruits and vegetables through out the day and alot of water, maybe aloe vera juice. it benefits all things you need for weight loss and your body.

    • mykindanormal 02/19/2008 at 3:34 am #

      in most of the pictures i am the one on the right… its weird how that happens…
      i havent gained weight, i have just eaten alot more than i usually allow myself… it all started thursday when you game me permission to binge… haha!
      i need to try that aloe vera juice, i have heard good things about that!

      • mykindanormal 02/19/2008 at 3:35 am #

        except in that last picture i am on the left and she is in the pink shirt

  2. evilgrins 02/19/2008 at 5:08 pm #


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